Retraction

I lied.

I'm not fine. I'm a hott mess. I cried myself to sleep last night.

Oh, and did I mention that I'm delusional and emotionally immature?

His grandmom died.

Along with some other things that I won't even begin to write about.

Dude, I felt like a total loser. And so incredibly self-involved.

My mind is not a pleasant place to be....and before you think I'm a lost cause - I am PMSing...(wink) - so there...!

When He Is Who He Says He Is

On top of dealing with the the looming threat of finals, I'm having issues in the relationship department.

What relationship?

Oh, I'm sorry. I'm not in one. But I'm still dealing with issues like I am.

He told me who he was and what he was about in the beginning. Eyes wide open. And I believed him. Thing is, I underestimated MY ability to deal with things. I'm relatively okay, but he's not. And now he's acting very "relationshipy" and weird.

The irony is killing me. And the issue is bugging the hell out of me. Since - HE doesn't want to communicate anymore.

I'm a big girl. And you're a man. Let's get it together....

Thanksgiving BREAK!!!

Done with the memo and done with class in 30 seconds...

On to sleep.

Then outlining.

And possibly other things....

I'll catch up later.

I love you, but I don't have time

I.want.to.sleep.

Forever.

Why did I come to law school again?

This morning a certain row was called on to brief a case - and the first guy told the teacher that he had a hell of a week. The second person couldn't answer and neither could the third. Someone told her that we had a memo due this morning.

Her response?

"It's Monday." Pause. "Do you know how many credits this course is?"

Held up 4 fingers.

Then -

"Do you know many credits legal writing is?"

2 Fingers.

"Priorities."